In my stories there is
always a section called "Story Info".
Info and Chapter status:
here you see info for the story, and my own thoughts about it, as well as the process of my
writing in multi-chapter stories. I update this section every time I edit the story/chapters, and I think it is the easiest
way for you to follow the changes.
Characters' Introduction:
here I tell you a little about the original characters (OCs) of my story: characters I have
created myself.
Foreign Languages:
this section isn’t actually necessary, but here I will collect all the foreign language
used in the entire story, and it will be updated every time I get a new translation/chapter up. The reason why I have made
this section is that I show a translation of a word/sentence only in the end of a chapter it appears in for the first time.
In case that word/sentence appears again in the story, I give it no translation, yet it can be found in Story Info. (If the
story is single part long, there will not be this section, because obviously it won’t be needed.)
About markings:
Title(complete)
The story is written, finished, and posted.
Title(work in process...)
Indicates that the story is currently in the works.
Title(on-going story)
A story that’s parts are not really connected to each other, and that can be continued
at any time.
Title
No text after the title indicates that the story has been planned, but is not being worked
on yet.
Fan Fiction
A Perfect Gift(complete)
Young Alexander and Hephaistion are close friends. It is Hephaistion’s
birthday, but Alexander has a problem to solve: what could be a present so special that he could give it to Hephaistion? The
answer is simple, but not easily approached.
Read here! Another Gift(complete)
Alexander gives his lover another gift, but the means to deliver it
seem to be a little more difficult than he first expected…
Unexpected Gift
Hephaistion has plans for Alexander’s birthday, but his gift isn’t
a usual one – or the means to give it.
Read here! Beautiful Dreams(complete)
Alexander catches Hephaistion during an interesting dream, but it isn’t
very easy to lure the other man to tell him about it.
Disturbed Dream
Alexander gets a surprise of his life – and such an opportunity
that he cannot but see it out. Hephaistion, on the other hand, isn’t too happy – at first – and will definitely
make sure not to sleepwalk ever again!
Hidden Power
Hephaistion is in a perfect position to manipulate and control Alexander,
but his loyalty and love for his King and lover cannot be shaken. Yet when a certain request is set before him, can he say
no even if it might mean his own downfall from Alexander’s heart?
Read here! I Will Follow(complete)
Three individual chapters, from their youth to the halls of Babylon.
Uncertainty of love between men, growing emotions, and finally accepting the inevitable: love greater than any life or legends.
Read here! Jealousy(complete)
In Babylon, many things await the Macedonian army. A misunderstanding
and jealousy lead into trouble, and it takes some time before both Hephaistion and Alexander understand each other again.
Long Road & Love's Paths
Alexander’s and Hephaistion’s story, taking place all the
way from their youth to their deaths. The road was long and hard, but their love was even stronger…
Read here! Mercy of Alexander(complete)
Alexander has to deal with a grave insult directed towards him. But
what would be a just punishment to a man who has both infuriated the King, and hurt his General - not to speak of the crime
done against Alexander's beloved Hephaistion.
My Treason is Wearing your Name
Alexander was threatened with an attempt of murder several times during
his life. Yet of the most successful attempt, none ever spoke. Why? Because love is what corrupts all… and a treason
is only a beginning.
Ruined Innocence
Hephaistion witnesses a rape of a boy while still a youth himself, and
those scars are not willing to heal – not even when Alexander’s love for him is unmistakable. Hephaistion speaks
of his experience to none, which in turns angers Alexander – and makes him try even harder to win Hephaistion to himself.
Read here! Witness of Love and Gods(complete)
A side in Ptolemy’s account that was left untold through all these
years. As an old man, he looks back at his time in Alexander’s army – and at the love he shared with a man that
could never be his.
Endangering(complete)
Dee learns, once and for all, that his rashness is a dangerous thing
– not only to himself, but also to his partner he loves over all else.
Can't Shake It Off(complete)
Vitaly is no longer certain what to blame on the drugs and what is really
in his head… (Written for Del Rion’s Table of Inspiration #1 over at LJ.)
Briefly Yours(on-going
story)
Novels and ficlets about the time during the 5 seasons of “Queer
as Folk”. Mainly about Justin and Brian.
Read here! Always Mine(on-going
story)
What happened after the American version of the series “Queer
as Folk” ended? Short pieces of writing about possible encounters and events. Mainly about Justin and Brian.
Read here! Dirty His(on-going
story)
Novels and ficlets with higher ratings. Revolving around the 5 seasons
of “Queer as Folk” and after. Mainly about Justin and Brian.
Fear This(complete)
During hectic touring, Jared’s health collapses – leaving
Shannon to deal with the aftermath.
Read here! Survival Instinct(complete)
Brotherly discussion, disagreement, and a lot else.
Read here! Before I Die(complete)
Jared is drawn to ponder the deep questions of life: what would he like
to do most before he dies? And is he ready to face what he desires most while he still lives?
Read here! In Me(complete)
Brothers have to face something they have long tried to ignore and forget.
Will it be their downfall – or a new beginning?
Read here! Death Won't Dance(complete)
Terrible news create a new crack in the lives of Letos. Can they outlive
this new change, or shall it be too much to bear…
Chaos Ensued
Jared and Shannon have their lives in order – until someone finds
out about their secret. A friendly attempt turns into a disaster, and nothing will be the same again.
A strange man - one from the future no less - presents Jared an
opportunity he cannot pass. Yet the price is high, and will leave its mark for all eternity.
Shift the Time
Slightly futurist, supernatural story of being an every-day hero - and
plenty more. Jared is given a chance to change the world, rather literally. Is he up to the challenge - and what is the price
he will be forced to pay?
Fugitive in Time
Given the opportunity to live in the future for a certain amount of
time, Jared is before a tough choice. Yet he is not forced to face it alone.
Shift Away
Shifting has a side-effect – but no one told Jared about it before
it’s too late. When he begins to dream of the terrible things that are going to happen, it ought to be enough. Yet something
else is in store for him, which will lead him to question his sanity for good…
The Broken Hour
A small change takes monstrous proportions, and the world we know will
never be the same again. A new era has begun, and there is no way to put things back to their right path.
Threads of Past, Visions of Tomorrow
Brief glimpses to the other parts of the series (Shift the Time, Fugitive
in Time, Shift Away, The Broken Hour). Thoughts, visions, regrets.
30 Seconds
Short stories about the band and its members’ relationships to
each other.
30 Seconds and Counting
A follow-up to “30 Seconds”. More short stories featuring
the guys, and their lives and experiences together.
Fabrile
Filming of Alexander was intense: that’s what everyone
says. Yet how you define “intense” is a funny thing, and what is included within the word… Colin is about
to find out, with Jared balancing as a total enigma and the most beautiful disaster of his life; some things are simply better
left behind. Ask Oliver.
Enjoin
Long after the filming of “Alexander” has come to an end
and the movie released, Colin is invited to meet with Oliver. He is in for a surprise – though should he be shocked
at all? Old habits die hard…
Read here! Together Alone(complete)
Glimpses to the relationship between Jared and Colin - and the trouble
and joy their experimental love creates.
Silent Loud
Jared and Colin slowly grow closer again, their bond growing to another
level of affection and love. Are they ready to face the world – and is the world ready for them?
Angel Without a Home
How can you believe in something that does not exist? And what if the
existence of this something is dependable on your belief? Complicated? Jared is about to find out the exact meaning of this.
Decadence in Love
What Jared and Matt share isn’t easy to explain, but even when
things get twisted, love won’t step aside.
Encounter
Jared meets something in the wilderness that turns his world upside
down. Soon he is chased like an animal, and it is up to his friends and family to help him find the answers everyone is looking
for.
Read here! February 29th(complete)
A ten-day vacation away from fame, big cities and crowds turns into
a nightmare that lasts for four years. It will test the bond between brothers, a band, men, and the limits of sanity.
Read here! Frist Set of Goodbyes(complete)
Jared and Colin share a moment, understanding what exactly they are
going to lose when the filming of “Alexander” comes to an end.
Read here! Flat & Out(complete)
Tim gets stuck by the road with only Jared for company. Will they survive
the night together, and is it all just a bonding trip as the bassist suspects? (Written for Trinity Dare’s Dare 25.)
Impact
Tomo makes a small mistake, which causes an impact that might break
his relationship with Jared forever.
Read here! Natural Curiosity(complete)
Jared grows fascinated by a little detail. And someone notices it…
Never to Return
Dark side of celebrity is the constant danger of being hurt by people;
by strangers. Precautions normally keep such threats at bay, but not always.
Read here! Nothing Sexual(complete)
We all make mistakes, act foolishly, or otherwise need to be put into
our place once in a while. Jared is lucky to have someone to do it for him. But shall the arrangement hold until the end,
as they were planned before all this began? Who is going to break the thin line of friendship first?
Read here! The Pledge of Silence(complete)
Jared ponders about his character while filming “Alexander”.
Some things are never going to reveal themselves, but giving them some thought can’t hurt…
Read here! Professionalism(complete)
Shannon ponders during a photo shoot, and takes a little insight to
his brother’s world.
Read here! Reined In(complete)
Shannon can give Jared something none else can. (A fic written for Trinity
Dare, Dare 2.)
R.I.P.
Matt’s view into events that break their band apart, and rob the
world of some things that can never be replaced.
Read here! Set It Off(complete)
Tomo tries to dig into one more Leto Secret – with varying success.
(Written for a prompt in Del Rion’s LiveJournal, Table of Inspiration #1.)
Read here! The Smallest of Secrets(complete)
Secrets are hard to keep – especially when there are two people
involved. Jared learns this the hard way, which creates a crack between him and his brother Shannon. How long will that continue,
what the hell is going in – and how does a certain Colin Farrell fit into it all?
Read here! T.E.B.A.(complete)
A band, a competition, and slightly shady rules. Location: in the middle
of nowhere. Winners take it all, so let the game begin!
Twisted Reflection
Jealousy is a dangerous, deep emotion. Jealousy between brothers who
have always shared everything is a nightmare. Tomo is about to learn this, but will he bend or fight for his rights?
Read here! Untouchable... not(complete)
During the filming of Alexander, Jared pulled a few favors. Eventually
will come the time when he’ll pay back – with interest. How Elliot got involved in all that is a good guess as
any. (Written for a prompt in Del Rion’s LiveJournal, Table of Inspiration #1.)
Wicked Bat Sex
Animal program can be very educational in many ways – when you
look at it through Jared’s eyes. (Written for Trinity Dare’s Dare 21.)
Read here! Your Best Dress(complete)
Tomo makes his move to improve Jared’s ill mood… (Written
for Del Rion’s Table of Inspiration #1 over at LiveJournal.)
Read here! You Wanted This(complete)
When Jared wants something, Jared gets… And even if he would like
to think otherwise, Shannon has no real problem with that. Especially when giving in serves both ways.
Read here! Guardian(complete)
How Rafél became Legolas’ guardian, and how they learned to walk
their journey together – despite a rocky start.
Read here! Influence(complete)
Death of Legolas’ mother, and a first touch of shadows in an innocent
spirit.
Befriending Legends
How Legolas came to befriend the Three Cousins of Hithsîr, and one of
the greatest friendships of his life were formed. The young Prince is beginning to learn the ways of a warrior, and there
are many to teach him – in many different ways.
Read here! Hithsîr(complete)
The Cousins tell Legolas of their past, revealing the long-hidden truth
behind the great stories and legends. How the Battle of Hithsír took place, and what is the responsibility of being a living
legend – and is it something worth wanting for?
Read here! Prince of Guldur(complete)
Shadow lands upon Legolas, and evil steps in to teach him entirely another
way to see the world. Confusion and need for knowledge drive Legolas forward, but will he see his doom before it is too late
– for himself and for those who search for him?
Read here! Loyalty to Blood(complete)
Legolas’ and Thaíly’s first meeting, and the end for “Prince
of Dol Guldur”. Bonds of loyalty are made.
Foul Winter
Long Winter was hard to the Elves as well, and much happened before
the sun shone from the sky again.
Defending Home
Legolas is taking more responsibility in defending his people. Fight
against the darkness of Mirkwood is seemingly endless, and much has to pass before Legolas is finally looked upon like a warrior
he has long desired to be.
Read here! King's Guardian(complete)
Rafél tells Legolas about the origin of the Guardians, and some of Thranduil’s
past is revealed.
Turn of a Tide
Legolas’ and Aragorn’s first meeting, and how their friendship
began to form.
Spy-game
When a party from Rivendell arrives to Mirkwood, more than one pair
of eyes are watching them. Aragorn visits Woodland Realm for the first time, and reunites with Legolas.
Prisoner of Heart
Aragorn brings Gollum to Woodland Realm, leaving the wretched creature
to the keeping of Elves.
Summons
Elrond summons the Meeting in Rivendell, and Legolas decides to go on
behalf of his people.
Read here! After the Council(complete)
Legolas’ thoughts after the Council of Elrond, and the moment
when he has to face his guardian with the news he has no desire to tell to one who has been obliged to follow and protect
him – no matter what.
Memories
During the wait for the leave of Fellowship, Rafél and Legolas encounter
an old friend in Rivendell. Bilbo looks back to his past, helping the Elves with their own difficulties without knowing. Takes
place during “After the Council”.
In the Light of Lórien
Legolas’ thoughts and meetings with old friends in Lothlórien
as Fellowship stops there on their way to Mordor.
First Impressions
After the War of the Ring, Legolas and Gimli return back home as friends.
After all the danger and difficulties during their journey with the Fellowship, they are forced to understand that not all
are going to look kindly upon their new friendship.
Read here! The Marshes of the Dead(complete)
During his days in Ithilien, Legolas receives a letter from the Cousins.
As he travels with the three, he learns a horrible part of their past, and has to meet some of his own demons as well.
Read here! The Last Journey(work in process...)
The main-story of the series.
Evil arises in Middle-earth, and the ones united against it shall taste the bitter blade of the duty of being a hero. Loss
and pain mingle with darkness, and nothing is like it seems…
Trollshaws
A group of Elves volunteers to escort the Hobbits back home after their
long journey. On their way back, Shannai wishes to do some sightseeing. Hobbits are only too glad to grant him this –
with a hazardous outcome. Takes place during “The Last Journey”.
As the Green Leaves Fall
Long after the evil seems to be defeated, Aragorn receives an invitation
to travel east. Doubts are swift to arise, and none too soon the heroes realise that not all evil is gone. Takes place during
“The Last Journey”.
The Final Prayers
A century after the events of “The Last Journey”, the evil
strengthens its hold upon Legolas. But it is only a beginning of the darkness that shall engulf all Arda if something shall
not be done. It is time to test the bonds of friendship and loyalty, find answers to long-searched questions, and face the
darkness within...
Read here! Re-match(complete)
After he lost the drinking game at Helm’s Deep, Gimli has been
planning for revenge. Finally he is able to lure Legolas into another competition – which he is about to win.
Read here! Matching Again(complete)
Gimli tries to find new ways to compete with his Elven friend. Sequel
to “Re-match”. Into what kind of a game the two shall finally fall in, and who shall achieve the victory?
Final Competition
Aragorn plans the Final game to his two stubborn friends, hoping this
would end their banter. But when things get a little out of hand, who shall save whom? Sequel to “Re-match” and
“Matching Again”.
Read here! Adar nîn(complete)
A short reflection to Thranduil’s thoughts about his son, and
the darkness he has to raise him in.
Read here! Betrayed Beliefs(complete)
A short fic of one Elf’s thoughts after Melkor revealed his true
intentions. Some beliefs are broken for ever.
Expected Adventure
Aragorn is bored at his state as a King, and Legolas and Gimli are more
than happy to drag him out to entertain him – and themselves at the same time. As they all have seen many places, there
is still something that is unseen by them all – the road Frodo took on his way to Mount Doom.
Touch of Darkness
Legolas encounters a strange creature on his hunt for Orcs in Mordor.
Hostility must turn into friendship, however, when they are both facing a similar enemy – as well as certain death.
Trust and friendship are formed where none could think it might exist; two creatures so different from each other have something
in common, deep within.
A series of fantasy/sci-fi stories.
A group of devoted warriors is struggling against oppressors of the universe. A gift to use Aura unites them against Imperium;
a coalition that wishes to rule all. The war is long and bitter, full of loss and sorrow, but in the end shall stand victory
– for one of the two sides.
Aura: History of Earth and Humans(complete)
Dante’s account of the history of Earth, forming of Imperium,
and the power called “Aura”.
Read here! Sacrifice for Aura(complete)
Dante and his small crew are answering to a call of a broken ship, flying
out to help it. The whole scene might be a trap, but the group is willing to take the risk. When they reach the ship, an evil
surprise awaits them – and not all of them shall return back home from this mission… Takes place years before
the other stories.
Aura’s Children
First generation of Aura’s children is sought out by Dante and
brought together to learn their powers and to fight Imperium.
Aura – The Search
The first generation is sent out to find others of their kin to the
war against Imperium.